I have a lot of thoughts. Lots. I cannot sort through enough of them to properly write much of anything right now, but I would like to share some verses and ask if you read this, to pray them for my husband and for me. Obviously, the circumstances were different for Paul, however, I feel as if I can really relate to this.
"For we do not want you to be ignorant, brothers, of the affliction we experienced in Asia (or for us: in Arkansas). For we were so utterly burdened beyond our strength that we despaired of life itself. Indeed, we felt that we had received the sentence of death. But that was to make us rely not on ourselves but on God who raises the dead. He delivered us from such a deadly peril, and he will deliver us. (Oh God, please deliver Daniel and I from this pain and despair). On him we have set our hope that he will deliver us again. You also (please!) must help us by prayer, so that many will give thanks on our behalf for the blessing granted us through the prayers of many."
2 Corinthians 1:8-11